its a corrupted love. like you know how you have parents who kill with kindness, essentially guilt tripping their kids into doing stuff they dont want to? as a parent, his children's happiness and safety should have come before absolutely anything else. the safety part sure did, but at the cost of happiness. other people, revenge, his own grief, none of it should have come before his children. and a four year old sure as hell shouldn't have to become the mother for his six month old brother. its why i reckon sam learnt to have an opinion you know? its like with our parents, one is always the champion and the other is the one you argue and the target of all your frustrations. and in a traditional environment, for girls the dad's the champion, and the mom's the one they argue with during the teenage angst era. not always of course, but mostly. dean was sammy's champion, which meant his dad was the one he got to argue with. *sigh* stupid john and his utter lack of any parenting skills whatsoever.
and the sparta verse is http://lovesrain44.livejournal.com/2006.html i've been waaay too much sam whumpage. now i'm all achy. i need schmoop. then porn. of the wincest/wincestiel kind.
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like you know how you have parents who kill with kindness, essentially guilt tripping their kids into doing stuff they dont want to?
as a parent, his children's happiness and safety should have come before absolutely anything else. the safety part sure did, but at the cost of happiness. other people, revenge, his own grief, none of it should have come before his children. and a four year old sure as hell shouldn't have to become the mother for his six month old brother.
its why i reckon sam learnt to have an opinion you know? its like with our parents, one is always the champion and the other is the one you argue and the target of all your frustrations. and in a traditional environment, for girls the dad's the champion, and the mom's the one they argue with during the teenage angst era. not always of course, but mostly.
dean was sammy's champion, which meant his dad was the one he got to argue with. *sigh* stupid john and his utter lack of any parenting skills whatsoever.
and the sparta verse is http://lovesrain44.livejournal.com/2006.html
i've been waaay too much sam whumpage. now i'm all achy.
i need schmoop. then porn. of the wincest/wincestiel kind.