Awww, John....I always want to not like him for his parenting fails, but I just can't, because its really not for lack of trying - he just gets caught up in everything around him, hunting/the past, and then things go downhill. And he knows he's being a bad parent, and then he kind of tries to do better, and then it happens again. So I end up between hitting him with something and wanting to give him a hug, or at least like a comforting pat on the back because hugging him might be really weird and a little scary, and just generally feeling sorry for him.

The first time Sam asked about the pharmacy I was like "Oh shit his inhaler's out isn't it" and then he kept asking about it and whenever John blew him off I was mentally going "NO NO NO YOU LIKE HIM BREATHING DONT YOU?" but John just never figured it out, and Dean didn't notice it either, and I'm sure there was some semi-obsessive inhaler checking from him for a while after this, and the whole fic I switched between going "Awwwww, Sammy..." and "Oh, John..."

So basically what I'm saying is this was really good and I loved it and yeah. IT WAS FANTASTIC =D