I was. That fic is amazing and awesome and my favorite fic ever in this fandom, but damn was it a rollercoaster. Not unlike the current ups and downs and awesomeness of Disturbia. But there are some fics that just suck you in. The ones that are good, but not like drugs to me I can start and then sometimes they just sit there and I feel really bad, because I want to finish them, but there's so much new stuff coming out every day, it's hard to stick with one thing for thirty or forty chapters at one time.