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ratherastory ([personal profile] ratherastory) wrote2010-02-01 07:29 pm

Well, shit

:::Authorial wibbling about a challenge below. Not BigBang.:::

I'm re-reading the fic I started in November (or maybe early December) for the [livejournal.com profile] hoodie_time challenge, and it really, really shows that I didn't know the Show that well at the time. Ack. Holy shit.

I have come to the conclusion that it's not salvageable in its current state. Having looked at it with a fresh eye, I can see what I was aiming for, and I totally missed. By a country mile. Which pisses me off, because there are 13,000 words there that I'm essentially flushing down the toilet. But the fic is meandering, doesn't have a clear structure, and while I love the OCs I introduced, it's all... really freaking disjointed and not workable.

It's not the end of the world. I will go back, look at the prompt, come up with something more useful to do with it.

On the plus side, the challenge is for a minimum of 2,500 words. I can totally do that. I think I might try to make this an exercise in concision for me (I have trouble keeping anything I write under 3,000 words: it's a curse).

I'm considering an AU in which Sam doesn't kill Alistair, because that scene pissed me off from a narrative perspective: WHERE IS DEAN'S CLOSURE? WHERE?!? Maybe a series of short(ish) stories about Alistair stalking Dean until things come to a head. In the meantime, I'll write the one prompt, and see where it takes me.

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-02-02 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
The YED killed Dean's mother. I never felt that moment took anything away from Sam.

Alistair was Dean's personal demon. Literally.

The same way I will feel gypped if Sam doesn't get to kill Lucifer. :P


The worst part is that it's not even that old. The fic, I mean. I wrote it two months ago. But in the meantime I've re-watched the show three more times (yes, I'm obsessed, I know), and I have a much better handle on what's going on. Looking at the story I came up with then, before I'd seen Season 5 and before I'd given much thought to Season 4 (which I watched in one day the first time), is making me *cringe* now.