Messed up, but in a good way

[ratherastory]

So I'm still an emotional wreck over last night's episode. To the point that I found tonight that I can't really read any more posts about it, read any fic and ESPECIALLY not look at vids. Because I start bawling like a calf, all over again. It's a little embarrassing.

There are legitimate Real Life reasons for me to be overly emotional these days too: my house is a wreck because of the flood I had a while back —my basement is a shambles (and that's where my bedroom usually is), all my furniture is piled upstairs, I've been sleeping on my sofa for two months and it's not comfortable, and I basically have a tunnel from the front door to the kitchen and that's it. Combine that with unending weeks of working night shift interspersed with just enough day shifts to screw with my sleeping patterns, and you get a ratherastory who cries at the drop of a pin.

Nonetheless, last night's ep probably would have reduced me to a quivering mass of weeping jello no matter what.

So.

Eventually I will get around to all these fabulous things that are online. I may even comment! Just... not right now.

Anyway, that's the end of this little detour into the Very Uninteresting Life of ratherastory.

Comments

[klutzy-girl.livejournal.com]

Awww, I'm sorry you're an emotional wreck over everything! It's okay. *hugs*

I'm still in shock from the finale. I'm not home to watch it again, and I can't wait to do so.

[tripoli8.livejournal.com]

I had a flood last year. It was horrible. They found all this stuff and I felt like I was trapped in a toxic death-trap and couldn't leave. Then a month and a half later and they fixed it and a week later it flooded again. But that will not happen to you. Cry if you gotta cry.

[tifaching.livejournal.com]

Staying away from the codas right now is an excellent idea. I wish I could follow my own advice, but I masochistically keep reading them and crying.

Sorry about your house! And the messed up sleep patterns. Hope your schedule evens out soon and you can get some decent shut-eye.

[nyoka.livejournal.com]

Seriously I've spent most of the day numb and near tears. Um....I don't think I've ever been this impacted by a TV show ever ever ever. Ah, SPN, how it drives us insane. ;)

I do hope RL stuff eases out for you soon. *hugs*

[borgmama1of5.livejournal.com]

It's somewhat of a relief to find others who have not been able to function today because of what show did to us last night. At least I am not the only nutcase.

Deep breath. It's fictional, it's fictional, it's fictional...

Nope, not helping.

[greeneyes-fan.livejournal.com]

I have no idea what time I went to bed last night, I stayed up for hours trying to process so I could sleep. Didn't mess me up quite as badly as reading Lord of the Rings the first time, but it was... Wow.

Hang in there on the flood thing. Can you make the sleeping more comfortable somehow? Like put an egg crate pad on the couch?

[hansons-angel.livejournal.com]

I understand completely about not being able to really address anything related to last night's ep.

(Just thinking about Dean getting the crap kicked out of him by Sam/Lucifer and him telling Sam, "I'm right here," and the fucking montage-thing and Sam saying, "It'll be all right, Dean," -- yeah, I'm crying like a baby right now and I can't help it. Like borgmama said, "It's just a show, it's just a show," -- but the thing is, it's obviously touched something real within us. . .so, yeah.

*big, big hugs.*

[ink-maid.livejournal.com]

Ewewewewew. I hope you can get someone in to inspect your basement, bb. DD: Ottawa had some intense flooding last summer and my step-dad (who is a contractor) hired me on for a week to help do insurance company work. We had to haul out floors and baseboards and stuff (Jfc. I was sore all week.) and then vacuum out all the water, spray for mold (which stank like hell), and put in dehumidifiers. IT WAS HORRIBLE (and people yelled at me and I am a delicate flower so I just squeaked out 'yes's and ran away)



TL;DR: FLOODS WORK (EDIT: REREADING THIS HOURS LATER. WTF DOES 'FLOODS WORK' MEAN??? I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT?!) AND BE NICE TO PEOPLE WHO SAVE YOUR HOUSE. :D




AAAANNYYYWAY~ I'm sorry your life is stressing you out right now D: *hughughug* Hopefully things start to look up soon enough <3

[wave-obscura.livejournal.com]

I am also still a wreck. *sniff*

And god, I'm so sorry to hear that you had a flood! My room is also in the basement, so that is like my worst nightmare. How did it happen?

[harrigan.livejournal.com]

sweetie - sending good vibes your way! You need your spirit replenished to feed your writing!

[jesseofthenorth.livejournal.com]

I read 2 short codas , not reading anymore, at least for now. Too painful.

When you have that much going on in RL it gets to be too much.

Sorry to hear home is not comfortable now. I really hope it gets better for you soon.
Hang in there.

[lucid-babbles.livejournal.com]

I hope you're okay!!!!! RL isn't fantastic most of the time, but I hope it all works out ASAP for you!

[debbiel66.livejournal.com]

I'm sort of glad it's not just me but very sorry that RL is contributing to your angst. Here's to better days for the boys and for you!

[primrose-1.livejournal.com]

Your life is VERY interesting! I'm sorry that your basement is still not fixed. We found mice in our basement, and I'm not happy about that either. I know what you mean about needing time to recover from last night's episode. I needed some space after that too. I didn't do a lot of crying during the episode, but I still felt wrung out over it.

[crackedeggie.livejournal.com]

*HUGS HUGS HUGS*
IM SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT THE FLOOD AT YOUR HOME. =[ I HOPE IT CLEARS UP REAL SOON BB.

[chiiyo86.livejournal.com]

Sorry, real life is being a bitch. :(

This finale wrecked me too, like no other finale. Yesterday my eyes were so red and puffy I wondered how I could face people and do normal things! But now I've found a new peace, sort of (if I don't think too much about certain scenes... or I'll cry again).

[ficwriter1966.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry!

Could you maybe...create a little area for yourself, around the sofa or a chair, where when you look around you see some of your favorite things? Maybe some flowers? Make a little haven for yourself.

No need to apologize for being a wreck. Be kind to yourself. *hugs*

[callistosh65.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry RL is being such a trial right now. I hope things get easier soon.

And yes, that episode was just aboıt perfect for reducing a person to weeping jello, wasn't it?

[little-tristan.livejournal.com]

*big Sammy hugs*

What a mess! Not a good time for such a gutwrenching finale, was it? I've watched it twice now and mean to see it again tomorrow. It's so useful for theraputic crying. Eventually you have to get to the end of the tears.

I hope it's soon.:)