ratherastory | Messed up, but in a good way

So I'm still an emotional wreck over last night's episode. To the point that I found tonight that I can't really read any more posts about it, read any fic and ESPECIALLY not look at vids. Because I start bawling like a calf, all over again. It's a little embarrassing.

There are legitimate Real Life reasons for me to be overly emotional these days too: my house is a wreck because of the flood I had a while back —my basement is a shambles (and that's where my bedroom usually is), all my furniture is piled upstairs, I've been sleeping on my sofa for two months and it's not comfortable, and I basically have a tunnel from the front door to the kitchen and that's it. Combine that with unending weeks of working night shift interspersed with just enough day shifts to screw with my sleeping patterns, and you get a

ratherastory who cries at the drop of a pin.

Nonetheless, last night's ep probably would have reduced me to a quivering mass of weeping jello no matter what.

So.

Eventually I will get around to all these fabulous things that are online. I may even comment! Just... not right now.

Anyway, that's the end of this little detour into the Very Uninteresting Life of

ratherastory.

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I'm so sorry!

Could you maybe...create a little area for yourself, around the sofa or a chair, where when you look around you see some of your favorite things? Maybe some flowers? Make a little haven for yourself.

No need to apologize for being a wreck. Be kind to yourself. *hugs*

Messed up, but in a good way

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