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ratherastory ([personal profile] ratherastory) wrote2010-10-12 12:17 am

The Bird that Feels the Light (Master Post)

Title : The Bird that Feels the Light, written for the [livejournal.com profile] deancasbigbang
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] daggomus_prime
Beta: [livejournal.com profile] pkwench
Pairings: None. Dean, Cas, mentions of Sam. Gen.
Rating: PG13
Wordcount: 37,726
Warnings: General spoilers through Season 5. Show-levels of violence, angst, swearing. Human!Cas (do I even need to warn for that?).
Summary: AU from 5.18 (or thereabouts). Castiel awakens in the middle of a smoking crater, stranded and very much human. According to the people who have discovered him, it’s six months to the day after Michael and Lucifer faced off on the field of battle outside of Detroit, and Castiel isn’t the only one to have returned. When, at his insistence, they take him to this other person, he finds a child –a little boy– and realizes that, contrary to all his expectations, he has been reunited with Dean Winchester.
The world has changed in their absence, and not for the better. Sam is gone, whether dead or simply missing is uncertain. Castiel is given the name of a man in Idaho who may have answers for him. He is faced with the task of travelling cross-country with Dean, who is dependent on him now in ways he never was before, in order to discover the truth. But along the way, as he and Dean learn to know and trust each other once more, Castiel begins to realize that the answers he thought he wanted might not be the ones he needs.

“Faith is the bird that feels the light and sings when the dawn is still dark.”
~Rabindranath Tagore

Very Brief Author’s Notes:

There will be a long, long post at the end of all this in which I thank a bunch of people and lavish well-deserved praise upon all the people who helped. Nonetheless, pride of place on this master post must go to the spectacularly talented [livejournal.com profile] daggomus_prime, who not only created art for my story, but created something so beautiful it quite took my breath away. Be warned, one of the pieces of art is a MASSIVE spoiler for the end of the story, but it moved me to tears, to see it illustrated. I’m not kidding. [livejournal.com profile] daggomus_prime put up with my enthusiastic flailing and constant PMs and IMs with grace, and deserves extra cookies for being a very good sport indeed. :)

I owe a huge debt of gratitude to my patient and long-suffering beta, [livejournal.com profile] pkwench. She brainstormed with me and helped me pull the story together. Some of the best scenes from the story are the direct result of her suggestions and prodding and poking. She fixed my grammar and syntax, pointed out typos, told me where my fic was veering off-course, and has basically helped mould this into a much better story than it started out as. She did all this and more, all the while working AND studying and producing her own fantastic fic to boot. I bow to her awesomeness.

[Link to Art]

[Part 1: Visitation]
[Part 2: Eye of a Hurricane]
[Part 3: Pontiac]
[Part 4: The Individual Language of God]
[Extra Thanks and Author’s Notes]


And, by request, here is a pdf file available for download.

[identity profile] rainylemons.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
*FUCKING FLAILS* YOU ARE POSTING IT! \0/

[identity profile] elsewhere-kels.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
OH. OH MY GOD. YOU'RE EARLY.

SO FREAKING HAPPY =DDDDD

EDIT: Oh, ps, wordcount? No big deal, I'm just curious as to whether or not you meant to have it on there. x3
Edited 2010-10-12 04:37 (UTC)
embroiderama: (Castiel - ragged)

[personal profile] embroiderama 2010-10-12 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
Oh hey, story! But psssst.

Castiel awakens in the middle of a smoking crating

Crater?

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
*headdesk*

Fixed. Thank you.

[identity profile] hereare-mysins.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
Why are you distracting me with long-fic?
I have assignments (3) due in six hours (5.5).

Would this be available in PDF?

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
Not yet, but when I get home I can make one. Am at work now (and totally screwing off with this, oh well). :)

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
Crap. I totally did. Brb fixing.

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
I am!

*flails with you*

*goes back to posting*

[identity profile] claudiapriscus.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
Epic! So excited. Am speaking in fragments.

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
I see that! \o/

I am very excited too!

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
Art is up!

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
Art is up!

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
Art is up!

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
Art is up!

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
Art is up!

[identity profile] pkwench.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
I went and I flailed there too. This entire BB is just really damned amazing!

[identity profile] sweetsyren.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 08:10 am (UTC)(link)
I am all over this as soon as I get home from work!

I've been waiting for this for like forever! And I don't normally read Gen but I've wanted to read this since the premise :)

*dances the dance of posted fic with you*

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 09:29 am (UTC)(link)
*grabs you and twirls you*

[identity profile] sweetsyren.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 12:06 pm (UTC)(link)
lol

*follows your lead and tries not to tread on your toes*

[identity profile] hsifeng.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
OMG, OMG, OMG....I have to carve out time to read this...

Hum...Thursday evening is looking good...

*sets reminder on calendar - seriously*

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 06:43 pm (UTC)(link)
LOL

Thank you! I hope you enjoy it when you get to it. :)

[identity profile] dania-rose.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow. I can not tell you how excited I am to print this out and read it on my train ride home. Or now, in my office, with the door closed. Is work really necessary? no. It is not. Hooray!

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-10-12 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Hurray!

I made a pdf file of it too, if that's easier for you. :)

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=2MBXRDL4

[identity profile] paddywank.livejournal.com 2010-10-14 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you very much for the pdf. I'm looking forward to reading your story.

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-10-14 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
My pleasure! I hope you enjoy it. :)

[identity profile] heartlessbytchh.livejournal.com 2010-10-14 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Somebody recced this to me, I can't wait to roadtrip with you on this story.
:) *smishes you*

[identity profile] mizra.livejournal.com 2010-10-17 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
It took me a little while, but I've finished this. This behemoth of emotional turmoil, intersected with funny moments of a wee!Dean and a disgruntled (if that's even an appropriate word) Castiel searching for the elusive Sammy in the Post-Apocalypse.

As many times as I read and re-read that ending over and over again, it still brings tears to my eyes. Such a sweet and innocent (in some respects) Dean trusting fully in Castiel to take care of him and find his brother. His Sammy.

Really, I should have more adequate words for this, but I don't. Squees, flails, and a heavy dose of 'awwws' are really all I can describe this story with. It's beautiful, the artwork is stupendously wonderful and I think that this fic is like drinking hot soup on a cold day: it warms you from the inside out.

Thank you!

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-10-17 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! I'm really glad you enjoyed it. :)

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2010-11-04 01:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Missed this comment somehow, but I'm glad you stopped by! :)

[identity profile] ou-peachus.livejournal.com 2011-01-16 01:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Hi.

I don't think I left a comment or not (if I did just ignore the crazy lady), but I really liked this.

Also, I posted about it here:http://ou-peachus.livejournal.com/227736.html

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2011-01-23 10:41 am (UTC)(link)
*catching up on comments*

I saw! Thank you so much!

[identity profile] valkyrie4clex.livejournal.com 2011-02-07 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks for the pdf version.

[identity profile] jolinar-rosha.livejournal.com 2011-05-18 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
oh wow. Just... wow. And did I mention wow?

I was *so* convinced that you were going to kill Castiel by the end of this, after everything that's happened, and was preparing myself for some serious crying; and not in a million years did I expect that Nicholas guy to be Sam. But he was, and you didn't, and the ending was too awesome for words. I still felt like crying, but this time because they *made it*.

I want to hug this story (and poor battered Cas, and adorable oh-so-brave Dean, and poor Sam) till it's squished, and you along with it.

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2011-05-19 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much! I always planned for a happy ending to this fic. In my head it was always wee!Dean and Cas go cross-country in search of Sam, even if they don't know it's him. So, yeah, they made it, and it's all going to be okay in the end. Glad you liked it! :)

[identity profile] stolen-childe.livejournal.com 2011-08-25 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
Oh my Castiel! I full on cried at the end of this story (which does not often happen to me) and read it in one day, thank Chuck that I have a long commute during which I don't drive. You had me at times utterly grossed out, fascinated and in love with these characters all over again. Wee!Dean is sweet and adorable and Human!Cas is a pretty awesome dad-not-dad.

Loved it, adored it!

*huggles it*

[identity profile] ratherastory.livejournal.com 2011-08-31 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow, thank you so much! I can't tell you how amazing it is to get feedback like this on my stories, and I appreciate it so much! :)