Dear brain, shut up

[ratherastory]

So the plot bunnies are attacking again, in full force. Except this time, apparently, they're telling me that my new plot requires wincest.

Which, um.

Yeah.

...

I dunno.

I gleefully read pretty much anything in this fandom. Slash, wincest, RPS, you name it. As long as it's well-written, I will enjoy anything fandom has to throw at me. Sometimes even when it's not all that well-written but hits my kinks anyway. *cough* Anyway.

Writing it? That's a whole 'nother kettle of fish. I've managed sex a handful of times, all of it R-rated and less, and of that handful of times 90% of it was het. The teeny-tiny bit of slash I've managed was Dean/Cas.

To say that I am freaking out at what my brain is trying to get me to do would be putting it mildly. Yet another line fandom is nudging me across, it seems.

Gah.

I'mma go be conflicted over here in this corner, mmkay?

Comments

[twoskeletons.livejournal.com]

HAHAHAHA SPN fandom has no respect for our boundaries as writers. Give an inch and suddenly it's tentacle fic all over the place.

[icelily01.livejournal.com]

Doooooo itttttt.

Do it.

Do. It.

[morganoconner.livejournal.com]

OMG DOITDOITDOIT

*is no help in any way whatsoever*

*props chin in hands (im)patiently waiting for what I know will be any epic story of brilliantness*

[genevieve-1.livejournal.com]

I told ya you could do it! LOL Go for it, girl! If you need any cheerleading, I'll definitely wave my pom-poms for you! *\0/*

[lunasky3.livejournal.com]

Oh hey, fixed :)

[nwspaprtaxis.livejournal.com]

Honey, get used to it. Fandom has no respect for our personal boundaries. I'm kind of devout and religious and yet this fandom has made me read MPreg, slash, whathaveyou. And it has also made me *write* my first Wincest some time ago and is now DEMANDING me to do MPreg.

So I hear you on being conflicted, but really, ignore it and just do it because the bunnies are friggin' vicious.

[nwspaprtaxis.livejournal.com]

Soooooooo TRUE!

[nwspaprtaxis.livejournal.com]

GOD I LOVE THIS!!!! LOVE THIS!!!

[nwspaprtaxis.livejournal.com]

That was my first impression... :)

[lunasky3.livejournal.com]

Thanks! I felt like making a chart xD

[nwspaprtaxis.livejournal.com]

I *adore* it.... how did you get it to link up? And may I steal it since it totally sums up my mentality about writing stuff that makes me squick in this fandom...

[lunasky3.livejournal.com]

tinypic, so hopefully it stays. and go for it! steal away :D

[emmram.livejournal.com]

When I first started out on fandom less than a year ago, I had a big list under OMG I WIL NEVER READ EVEN UNDER SEVERE DURESS, but now that list has shrunk, and shrunk, until it contains only MPreg and RPS. In a few months, who knows?

This fandom whittles away at your mind, I think... and makes you like it.

On the other hand, go ahead with the bunny! I would LOVE to know what you do with it!

[tifaching.livejournal.com]

Yup.

[tifaching.livejournal.com]

The first thing I ever wrote was wincest and non-con to boot. Trust me when I say I was the most shocked person in the world over what I'd written.

It's true what fandom can incite you to do. I wouldn't even READ wincest when I first found SPN online, never mind write it. Now.....Jeesh.

That being said, stick to what you are comfortable with. If it's a line you don't want to cross, don't cross it.

I'd love to read it though, if you do come over to the dark side!

[harrigan.livejournal.com]

possible sad face from me.

Since I read 95% gen and 4% J2AU and maybe 1% slash, I want my favorite writers to conform to my tastes! (It's all about me!) So by all means, follow your muse! But I'll be sad if your writing isn't 95% gen.

[claudiapriscus.livejournal.com]

NOoooooooo. Don't go over to the dark side. There are far too few non-wincesters in fandom!

[melanth0.livejournal.com]

When I started out in SPN, I wouldn't read Wincest. Then I read it, and eventually was coerced into writing it, albeit with fairly minimal actual sexual content. Eventually I drew some, too...I think a lot of people in this fandom make that slide, but no single step is actually that big of a deal, and you have so much else in your repertoire that I doubt anyone would judge you for it. If it's what this particular story wants, go ahead!

/2cents

[roque-clasique.livejournal.com]

THIS IS THE BEST CHART. EVER.

[roque-clasique.livejournal.com]

Hey, you could always make a slash journal and not tell anyone about it until you feel guilty for god knows what and come clean!

[nwspaprtaxis.livejournal.com]

Thanks!

I'm actually out of the door right now but I definitely will!

[nwspaprtaxis.livejournal.com]

And cred you obviously!

[rainylemons.livejournal.com]

If it's Novakfest fic, though? It would work. Completely and utterly, it would work. *nods*

[sinka.livejournal.com]

When I started watching supernatural I was wary of wincest and all for the brotherly love, then started reading fics and the fandom made me a wincester (although only in fics, since I don't see it in the actual series). A few weeks ago *your* fics made me discover there were wonderful gen writers out there too and that well written brotherly love could be also amazingly satisfying.

So, hum... now I love both, thanks to you. So whatever you decide to write, I'm sure it'll be amazing and I'll be with you all the way!

[maerhys.livejournal.com]

See? This just makes me exceedingly happy!