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Myself Reflected In You
Aug. 15th, 2011 09:19 pmTitle: Myself Reflected In You
Summary: AU to 5.04. After Lucifer kills Dean, Sam manages to wrest back control of his own body. The world stops ending, people start putting things back in order. Alone together amidst a society that's trying to rebuild itself, Sam and Cas —the sole survivor of the kamikaze assault on the Jackson County Sanatorium— retreat back to Camp Chitaqua, where they've managed to build a semblance of a life together. Now, more than a year later, they're still trying to glue back the pieces of lives that have been irretrievably shattered.
Characters: Sam/Cas
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 5,681
Disclaimer: I tried to make them all mine, but Sera hung onto them and growled at me, so I decided discretion was the better part of valour. ;)
Warnings: Uh, there's a situation that I'm going to classify as dub-con in order to err on the side of caution. At the very least, it qualifies as unhappy sex. There's angst. Aaaaaangst. Oh God, there's angst. And lots of recreational drug use. Sick!Sam. Oh, and kittens. Because kittens totally deserve their own warning.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: I AM LATE. Oh God. /o\ I am SO SORRY. Um, but I wrote it anyway? Thank God![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
13chapters is understanding. Gaaaaaaah. This story fought me for every inch once I got close to the end.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: This is a sequel to my fic After The End. You don't need to read it in order to understand this one, I don't think. I'm almost positive it stands on its own, but since it's unbeta'd I can't tell for sure. The first fic is not as depressing as this one, for what it's worth.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: Um, apparently I really love to read happy fluffy Sassy, but whenever I write it, it ends up being a giant waterfall of angst and woe. I am sorry.
( Myself Reflected In You )
Summary: AU to 5.04. After Lucifer kills Dean, Sam manages to wrest back control of his own body. The world stops ending, people start putting things back in order. Alone together amidst a society that's trying to rebuild itself, Sam and Cas —the sole survivor of the kamikaze assault on the Jackson County Sanatorium— retreat back to Camp Chitaqua, where they've managed to build a semblance of a life together. Now, more than a year later, they're still trying to glue back the pieces of lives that have been irretrievably shattered.
Characters: Sam/Cas
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 5,681
Disclaimer: I tried to make them all mine, but Sera hung onto them and growled at me, so I decided discretion was the better part of valour. ;)
Warnings: Uh, there's a situation that I'm going to classify as dub-con in order to err on the side of caution. At the very least, it qualifies as unhappy sex. There's angst. Aaaaaangst. Oh God, there's angst. And lots of recreational drug use. Sick!Sam. Oh, and kittens. Because kittens totally deserve their own warning.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: I AM LATE. Oh God. /o\ I am SO SORRY. Um, but I wrote it anyway? Thank God
13chapters is understanding. Gaaaaaaah. This story fought me for every inch once I got close to the end.Neurotic Author's Note #2: This is a sequel to my fic After The End. You don't need to read it in order to understand this one, I don't think. I'm almost positive it stands on its own, but since it's unbeta'd I can't tell for sure. The first fic is not as depressing as this one, for what it's worth.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: Um, apparently I really love to read happy fluffy Sassy, but whenever I write it, it ends up being a giant waterfall of angst and woe. I am sorry.
( Myself Reflected In You )
