The Cold Fall
Jan. 18th, 2012 07:33 amTitle: The Cold Fall
Summary: 'After the End' 'verse. Sam and Cas are far away from home in the woods when Sam has a seizure.
Characters: Castiel, Sam
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: 2,329
Disclaimer: If they were mine, Sam would spend a lot more time being beaten up than he currently is. I dunno what that says about me. ;)
Warnings: A lot of swearing.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Written for the
ohsam challenge for a prompt by
4422shini which read simply "Sam has epilepsy." So that's what this is.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Many thanks to
rainylemons for letting me bounce ideas and more importantly for bouncing them back at me for this.
( The Cold Fall )
Summary: 'After the End' 'verse. Sam and Cas are far away from home in the woods when Sam has a seizure.
Characters: Castiel, Sam
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: 2,329
Disclaimer: If they were mine, Sam would spend a lot more time being beaten up than he currently is. I dunno what that says about me. ;)
Warnings: A lot of swearing.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Written for the
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Many thanks to
( The Cold Fall )
Many Happy Returns
Nov. 22nd, 2011 11:18 pmTitle: Many Happy Returns
Summary: Written for the
ohsam fic challenge for a prompt by the lovely and talented
de_nugis. Fusion 'verse. It's Sam's first birthday since they've been reunited, and Dean wants to make it special. He doesn't count on it being a bad day.
Characters: Dean, Sam
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: ~3,500
Disclaimer: Sera told me I wouldn't be allowed to play with the CW's toys anymore if I keep insisting on breaking them.
Warnings: Mild swearing.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: The prompt was: Early May is the anniversary of so many horrible things -- deaths and deals and hells and apocalypses -- that it's always a bad time for Sam. Insomnia, depression, nightmares, hallucination relapses, tendency to get sick, whatever you want. Makes for some lousy birthdays. Dean figures out how to show he gets it about the bad memories, but he's still going to celebrate Sam's existence, damn it, and make Sam do so, too.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: I don't think I have anything else to say here. This is all standard Fusion fare. Angst and vague schmoop and cute dogs. IDK. All I know is that
de_nugis's prompts are like crack for me.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: This is set shortly after The Fever Called Living
( Many Happy Returns )
Summary: Written for the
Characters: Dean, Sam
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: ~3,500
Disclaimer: Sera told me I wouldn't be allowed to play with the CW's toys anymore if I keep insisting on breaking them.
Warnings: Mild swearing.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: The prompt was: Early May is the anniversary of so many horrible things -- deaths and deals and hells and apocalypses -- that it's always a bad time for Sam. Insomnia, depression, nightmares, hallucination relapses, tendency to get sick, whatever you want. Makes for some lousy birthdays. Dean figures out how to show he gets it about the bad memories, but he's still going to celebrate Sam's existence, damn it, and make Sam do so, too.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: I don't think I have anything else to say here. This is all standard Fusion fare. Angst and vague schmoop and cute dogs. IDK. All I know is that
Neurotic Author's Note #3: This is set shortly after The Fever Called Living
( Many Happy Returns )
Many Happy Returns
Nov. 22nd, 2011 11:18 pmTitle: Many Happy Returns
Summary: Written for the
ohsam fic challenge for a prompt by the lovely and talented
de_nugis. Fusion 'verse. It's Sam's first birthday since they've been reunited, and Dean wants to make it special. He doesn't count on it being a bad day.
Characters: Dean, Sam
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: ~3,500
Disclaimer: Sera told me I wouldn't be allowed to play with the CW's toys anymore if I keep insisting on breaking them.
Warnings: Mild swearing.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: The prompt was: Early May is the anniversary of so many horrible things -- deaths and deals and hells and apocalypses -- that it's always a bad time for Sam. Insomnia, depression, nightmares, hallucination relapses, tendency to get sick, whatever you want. Makes for some lousy birthdays. Dean figures out how to show he gets it about the bad memories, but he's still going to celebrate Sam's existence, damn it, and make Sam do so, too.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: I don't think I have anything else to say here. This is all standard Fusion fare. Angst and vague schmoop and cute dogs. IDK. All I know is that
de_nugis's prompts are like crack for me.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: This is set shortly after The Fever Called Living
( Many Happy Returns )
Summary: Written for the
Characters: Dean, Sam
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: ~3,500
Disclaimer: Sera told me I wouldn't be allowed to play with the CW's toys anymore if I keep insisting on breaking them.
Warnings: Mild swearing.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: The prompt was: Early May is the anniversary of so many horrible things -- deaths and deals and hells and apocalypses -- that it's always a bad time for Sam. Insomnia, depression, nightmares, hallucination relapses, tendency to get sick, whatever you want. Makes for some lousy birthdays. Dean figures out how to show he gets it about the bad memories, but he's still going to celebrate Sam's existence, damn it, and make Sam do so, too.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: I don't think I have anything else to say here. This is all standard Fusion fare. Angst and vague schmoop and cute dogs. IDK. All I know is that
Neurotic Author's Note #3: This is set shortly after The Fever Called Living
( Many Happy Returns )
Title: … I Am
Summary: Sam isn't quite himself anymore. Dean stays anyway.
Characters: Sam, Dean, Sam and Sam
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: 2,626
Disclaimer: Playing in Gamble's sandbox before the new season starts. No profit, no harm intended, etc.
Warnings: graphic imagery, self-harm, mental illness
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Written for
summer_sam_love for a couple of prompts by
cordelia_gray. The first prompt asked for a post-fall-of-the-Wall!Sam with enhanced and uncontrolled powers/migraines, and the second asked for a Sam lost in his own mind, with Dean going in (perhaps by dreamwalking) in order to help him sort himself out. This is the unrecognisable bastard child of those two prompts, with a bit of acid and Doctor Seuss thrown in for good measure.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Dear
cordelia_gray, I am sorry. There is very little 'c' in this particular h/c story. I hope you still like it anyway. /o\
( ... I Am )
Summary: Sam isn't quite himself anymore. Dean stays anyway.
Characters: Sam, Dean, Sam and Sam
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: 2,626
Disclaimer: Playing in Gamble's sandbox before the new season starts. No profit, no harm intended, etc.
Warnings: graphic imagery, self-harm, mental illness
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Written for
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Dear
( ... I Am )
Title: … I Am
Summary: Sam isn't quite himself anymore. Dean stays anyway.
Characters: Sam, Dean, Sam and Sam
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: 2,626
Disclaimer: Playing in Gamble's sandbox before the new season starts. No profit, no harm intended, etc.
Warnings: graphic imagery, self-harm, mental illness
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Written for
summer_sam_love for a couple of prompts by
cordelia_gray. The first prompt asked for a post-fall-of-the-Wall!Sam with enhanced and uncontrolled powers/migraines, and the second asked for a Sam lost in his own mind, with Dean going in (perhaps by dreamwalking) in order to help him sort himself out. This is the unrecognisable bastard child of those two prompts, with a bit of acid and Doctor Seuss thrown in for good measure.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Dear
cordelia_gray, I am sorry. There is very little 'c' in this particular h/c story. I hope you still like it anyway. /o\
( ... I Am )
Summary: Sam isn't quite himself anymore. Dean stays anyway.
Characters: Sam, Dean, Sam and Sam
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: 2,626
Disclaimer: Playing in Gamble's sandbox before the new season starts. No profit, no harm intended, etc.
Warnings: graphic imagery, self-harm, mental illness
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Written for
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Dear
( ... I Am )
Any Flavour You Want
Jul. 16th, 2011 03:27 pmTitle: Any Flavour You Want
Summary: Dean comes down with a stomach bug. Sam looks out for him.
Characters: Sam, Dean
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: 1,776
Disclaimer: I think, in light of this fic, Sam and Dean are very glad that I don't actually have any legitimate claim to them.
Warnings: swearing, gastro-intestinal TMI.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Written for the
hoodie_time tags challenge. I got three tags and decided that shameless, plotless h/c was the way to go, so I picked the nausea/vomiting tag. I know.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Unbeta'd. This practically qualifies as comment-fic, except that there was no prompter. ;)
( Any Flavour You Want )
Summary: Dean comes down with a stomach bug. Sam looks out for him.
Characters: Sam, Dean
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: 1,776
Disclaimer: I think, in light of this fic, Sam and Dean are very glad that I don't actually have any legitimate claim to them.
Warnings: swearing, gastro-intestinal TMI.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Written for the
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Unbeta'd. This practically qualifies as comment-fic, except that there was no prompter. ;)
( Any Flavour You Want )
Any Flavour You Want
Jul. 16th, 2011 03:27 pmTitle: Any Flavour You Want
Summary: Dean comes down with a stomach bug. Sam looks out for him.
Characters: Sam, Dean
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: 1,776
Disclaimer: I think, in light of this fic, Sam and Dean are very glad that I don't actually have any legitimate claim to them.
Warnings: swearing, gastro-intestinal TMI.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Written for the
hoodie_time tags challenge. I got three tags and decided that shameless, plotless h/c was the way to go, so I picked the nausea/vomiting tag. I know.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Unbeta'd. This practically qualifies as comment-fic, except that there was no prompter. ;)
( Any Flavour You Want )
Summary: Dean comes down with a stomach bug. Sam looks out for him.
Characters: Sam, Dean
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: 1,776
Disclaimer: I think, in light of this fic, Sam and Dean are very glad that I don't actually have any legitimate claim to them.
Warnings: swearing, gastro-intestinal TMI.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Written for the
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Unbeta'd. This practically qualifies as comment-fic, except that there was no prompter. ;)
( Any Flavour You Want )
I Am Come Into My Garden
May. 19th, 2011 03:50 amTitle: I Am Come Into My Garden
Summary: Six-year-old Dean brings home a mangy old alley cat, much to the dismay of Sam and Lisa, who are having a hard enough time coping with everything else that’s happened already.
Characters: Dean, Sam, Lisa, Ben
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: ~6,000
Disclaimer: Playing in Sera’s sandbox. Not mine, please don’t sue.
Warnings: swearing, angst, de-aged!Dean, Highlight the text for a warning that will spoil the plot. There is sort-of-maybe background Sam/Lisa, but mostly it’s just awkward and they’re not really together (Yet. Ish.).
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Written for the Writing Between the Lines challenge at
hoodie_time, for Prompt # 73 by
rainylemons, whose prompts I apparently cannot resist.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Oh my God, this STORY. I don’t even know, okay? It was supposed to be about wee!Dean and a cat, with maybe a little side of Sam and Lisa and All Things Awkward™, except that’s not exactly what happened. I don’t even know what to make of this weird, meandering thing, except that that’s how it turned out.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: It’s unbeta’d, but at least it has a happy ending, right? Please don’t hate me for the ending…
( I Am Come Into My Garden )
Summary: Six-year-old Dean brings home a mangy old alley cat, much to the dismay of Sam and Lisa, who are having a hard enough time coping with everything else that’s happened already.
Characters: Dean, Sam, Lisa, Ben
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: ~6,000
Disclaimer: Playing in Sera’s sandbox. Not mine, please don’t sue.
Warnings: swearing, angst, de-aged!Dean, Highlight the text for a warning that will spoil the plot. There is sort-of-maybe background Sam/Lisa, but mostly it’s just awkward and they’re not really together (Yet. Ish.).
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Written for the Writing Between the Lines challenge at
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Oh my God, this STORY. I don’t even know, okay? It was supposed to be about wee!Dean and a cat, with maybe a little side of Sam and Lisa and All Things Awkward™, except that’s not exactly what happened. I don’t even know what to make of this weird, meandering thing, except that that’s how it turned out.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: It’s unbeta’d, but at least it has a happy ending, right? Please don’t hate me for the ending…
( I Am Come Into My Garden )
I Am Come Into My Garden
May. 19th, 2011 03:50 amTitle: I Am Come Into My Garden
Summary: Six-year-old Dean brings home a mangy old alley cat, much to the dismay of Sam and Lisa, who are having a hard enough time coping with everything else that’s happened already.
Characters: Dean, Sam, Lisa, Ben
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: ~6,000
Disclaimer: Playing in Sera’s sandbox. Not mine, please don’t sue.
Warnings: swearing, angst, de-aged!Dean, Highlight the text for a warning that will spoil the plot. There is sort-of-maybe background Sam/Lisa, but mostly it’s just awkward and they’re not really together (Yet. Ish.).
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Written for the Writing Between the Lines challenge at
hoodie_time, for Prompt # 73 by
rainylemons, whose prompts I apparently cannot resist.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Oh my God, this STORY. I don’t even know, okay? It was supposed to be about wee!Dean and a cat, with maybe a little side of Sam and Lisa and All Things Awkward™, except that’s not exactly what happened. I don’t even know what to make of this weird, meandering thing, except that that’s how it turned out.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: It’s unbeta’d, but at least it has a happy ending, right? Please don’t hate me for the ending…
( I Am Come Into My Garden )
Summary: Six-year-old Dean brings home a mangy old alley cat, much to the dismay of Sam and Lisa, who are having a hard enough time coping with everything else that’s happened already.
Characters: Dean, Sam, Lisa, Ben
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: ~6,000
Disclaimer: Playing in Sera’s sandbox. Not mine, please don’t sue.
Warnings: swearing, angst, de-aged!Dean, Highlight the text for a warning that will spoil the plot. There is sort-of-maybe background Sam/Lisa, but mostly it’s just awkward and they’re not really together (Yet. Ish.).
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Written for the Writing Between the Lines challenge at
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Oh my God, this STORY. I don’t even know, okay? It was supposed to be about wee!Dean and a cat, with maybe a little side of Sam and Lisa and All Things Awkward™, except that’s not exactly what happened. I don’t even know what to make of this weird, meandering thing, except that that’s how it turned out.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: It’s unbeta’d, but at least it has a happy ending, right? Please don’t hate me for the ending…
( I Am Come Into My Garden )
Diable en Boite
Mar. 7th, 2011 10:21 pmTitle: Diable en Boite
Prompt/Summary: Written for
salt_burn_porn for the prompt Jack-in-the-box. Castiel pops in on Dean unexpectedly, and Dean is delighted. Not that Dean was pining, or anything. Nope.
Characters: Dean/Castiel
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 4,215
Disclaimer: Not real, not mine, no harm intended, please don't sue, I would starve and have to eat my cats and that would be very sad.
Warnings: PWP, m/m sex, and angst, because I am apparently incapable of writing happy sex. IDEK, okay? Spoilers through the first half of Season 6.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Oh my God, what was I even thinking signing up for this? "You should expand your horizons," I told myself. "Push yourself out of your comfort zone," I added to that. What did I do? I signed up to write porn under a deadline. Actual porn, as opposed to a buttload of angst with a side-order of sex. /o\
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Uh, this is waaaaay more explicit than anything I have ever written before, in like, ever.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: I am sorry it takes so long to get to the actual porn. Dean wouldn't shut up. *shrug*
Neurotic Author's Note #4: Many thanks to
pkwench who took time out of her busy day to glance over this and reassure me that I shouldn't metaphorically burn this and then maybe quit writing forever, and to
elsewhere_kels for holding my hand while I whined at her about this story. ;)
:::ETA::: This story is now available in Russian, translated by the talented
rahnieda_m. You can get it here.
( Diable en Boite )
Prompt/Summary: Written for
Characters: Dean/Castiel
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 4,215
Disclaimer: Not real, not mine, no harm intended, please don't sue, I would starve and have to eat my cats and that would be very sad.
Warnings: PWP, m/m sex, and angst, because I am apparently incapable of writing happy sex. IDEK, okay? Spoilers through the first half of Season 6.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Oh my God, what was I even thinking signing up for this? "You should expand your horizons," I told myself. "Push yourself out of your comfort zone," I added to that. What did I do? I signed up to write porn under a deadline. Actual porn, as opposed to a buttload of angst with a side-order of sex. /o\
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Uh, this is waaaaay more explicit than anything I have ever written before, in like, ever.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: I am sorry it takes so long to get to the actual porn. Dean wouldn't shut up. *shrug*
Neurotic Author's Note #4: Many thanks to
:::ETA::: This story is now available in Russian, translated by the talented
( Diable en Boite )
Diable en Boite
Feb. 7th, 2011 10:21 pmTitle: Diable en Boite
Prompt/Summary: Written for
salt_burn_porn for the prompt Jack-in-the-box. Castiel pops in on Dean unexpectedly, and Dean is delighted. Not that Dean was pining, or anything. Nope.
Characters: Dean/Castiel
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 4,215
Disclaimer: Not real, not mine, no harm intended, please don't sue, I would starve and have to eat my cats and that would be very sad.
Warnings: PWP, m/m sex, and angst, because I am apparently incapable of writing happy sex. IDEK, okay? Spoilers through the first half of Season 6.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Oh my God, what was I even thinking signing up for this? "You should expand your horizons," I told myself. "Push yourself out of your comfort zone," I added to that. What did I do? I signed up to write porn under a deadline. Actual porn, as opposed to a buttload of angst with a side-order of sex. /o\
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Uh, this is waaaaay more explicit than anything I have ever written before, in like, ever.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: I am sorry it takes so long to get to the actual porn. Dean wouldn't shut up. *shrug*
Neurotic Author's Note #4: Many thanks to
pkwench who took time out of her busy day to glance over this and reassure me that I shouldn't metaphorically burn this and then maybe quit writing forever, and to
elsewhere_kels for holding my hand while I whined at her about this story. ;)
( Diable en Boite )
Prompt/Summary: Written for
Characters: Dean/Castiel
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 4,215
Disclaimer: Not real, not mine, no harm intended, please don't sue, I would starve and have to eat my cats and that would be very sad.
Warnings: PWP, m/m sex, and angst, because I am apparently incapable of writing happy sex. IDEK, okay? Spoilers through the first half of Season 6.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Oh my God, what was I even thinking signing up for this? "You should expand your horizons," I told myself. "Push yourself out of your comfort zone," I added to that. What did I do? I signed up to write porn under a deadline. Actual porn, as opposed to a buttload of angst with a side-order of sex. /o\
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Uh, this is waaaaay more explicit than anything I have ever written before, in like, ever.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: I am sorry it takes so long to get to the actual porn. Dean wouldn't shut up. *shrug*
Neurotic Author's Note #4: Many thanks to
( Diable en Boite )
After the End
Feb. 2nd, 2011 02:59 amTitle: After the End
Prompt/Summary: Written for the
ohsam Sam-focused h/c fic challenge, from a prompt by the lovely and talented
rainylemons, which went thus: 5x04 AU, Sam, Castiel, Gen.
( Cut for length, because long prompt is long )
Characters: Sam/Cas, a couple of random OCs.
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 4,840
Disclaimer: Oh, so very much not mine! Alas.
Warnings: Spoilers up to and including 5.04 “The End.” Swearing. Angst. Lots and lots of angst. Also a wee bit of schmoop, but only a wee bit.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Um. I’m not quite sure what happened here. This was supposed to be a straightforward fic mostly about Sam detoxing and wallowing in guilt, and instead it… became this. It’s as much about Cas as it is about Sam, and that feels really weird, but I guess I’m posting it anyway. There’s plenty of Sam-focused h/c, so I’m not too worried about that.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: So, uh, I wrote more slash, and it’s Sam/Cas. IDEK, okay? It’s not quite as explicit as my H50 fic, but it’s up there. There is more angsty sex-that’s-not-about-the-sex, and I’m pretty sure that both Sam and Cas hate me right about now.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: This ended up being unbeta’d, so all mistakes are my own and I apologize in advance.
Neurotic Author's Note #4: For the record, there is not much attention paid to realism in this particular story. Much, much hand-waving happens.
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Prompt/Summary: Written for the
( Cut for length, because long prompt is long )
Characters: Sam/Cas, a couple of random OCs.
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 4,840
Disclaimer: Oh, so very much not mine! Alas.
Warnings: Spoilers up to and including 5.04 “The End.” Swearing. Angst. Lots and lots of angst. Also a wee bit of schmoop, but only a wee bit.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Um. I’m not quite sure what happened here. This was supposed to be a straightforward fic mostly about Sam detoxing and wallowing in guilt, and instead it… became this. It’s as much about Cas as it is about Sam, and that feels really weird, but I guess I’m posting it anyway. There’s plenty of Sam-focused h/c, so I’m not too worried about that.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: So, uh, I wrote more slash, and it’s Sam/Cas. IDEK, okay? It’s not quite as explicit as my H50 fic, but it’s up there. There is more angsty sex-that’s-not-about-the-sex, and I’m pretty sure that both Sam and Cas hate me right about now.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: This ended up being unbeta’d, so all mistakes are my own and I apologize in advance.
Neurotic Author's Note #4: For the record, there is not much attention paid to realism in this particular story. Much, much hand-waving happens.
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After the End
Feb. 2nd, 2011 02:59 amTitle: After the End
Prompt/Summary: Written for the
ohsam Sam-focused h/c fic challenge, from a prompt by the lovely and talented
rainylemons, which went thus: 5x04 AU, Sam, Castiel, Gen.
( Cut for length, because long prompt is long )
Characters: Sam/Cas, a couple of random OCs.
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 4,840
Disclaimer: Oh, so very much not mine! Alas.
Warnings: Spoilers up to and including 5.04 “The End.” Swearing. Angst. Lots and lots of angst. Also a wee bit of schmoop, but only a wee bit.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Um. I’m not quite sure what happened here. This was supposed to be a straightforward fic mostly about Sam detoxing and wallowing in guilt, and instead it… became this. It’s as much about Cas as it is about Sam, and that feels really weird, but I guess I’m posting it anyway. There’s plenty of Sam-focused h/c, so I’m not too worried about that.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: So, uh, I wrote more slash, and it’s Sam/Cas. IDEK, okay? It’s not quite as explicit as my H50 fic, but it’s up there. There is more angsty sex-that’s-not-about-the-sex, and I’m pretty sure that both Sam and Cas hate me right about now.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: This ended up being unbeta’d, so all mistakes are my own and I apologize in advance.
Neurotic Author's Note #4: For the record, there is not much attention paid to realism in this particular story. Much, much hand-waving happens.
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Prompt/Summary: Written for the
( Cut for length, because long prompt is long )
Characters: Sam/Cas, a couple of random OCs.
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 4,840
Disclaimer: Oh, so very much not mine! Alas.
Warnings: Spoilers up to and including 5.04 “The End.” Swearing. Angst. Lots and lots of angst. Also a wee bit of schmoop, but only a wee bit.
Neurotic Author's Note #1: Um. I’m not quite sure what happened here. This was supposed to be a straightforward fic mostly about Sam detoxing and wallowing in guilt, and instead it… became this. It’s as much about Cas as it is about Sam, and that feels really weird, but I guess I’m posting it anyway. There’s plenty of Sam-focused h/c, so I’m not too worried about that.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: So, uh, I wrote more slash, and it’s Sam/Cas. IDEK, okay? It’s not quite as explicit as my H50 fic, but it’s up there. There is more angsty sex-that’s-not-about-the-sex, and I’m pretty sure that both Sam and Cas hate me right about now.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: This ended up being unbeta’d, so all mistakes are my own and I apologize in advance.
Neurotic Author's Note #4: For the record, there is not much attention paid to realism in this particular story. Much, much hand-waving happens.
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