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The lovely and talented maerhys47 remixed my Sam/Lindsay story We Will Not Regret the Past, Nor Wish to Shut the Door Upon It, which may well be the longest title in the universe. ;)

She remixed it here, as Intuition (the what will always materialize hook), and may I highly recommend you check it out? It's a darker, much more layered look at Sam and Lindsay (and Sam/Lindsay, too), at addiction and consequences. It's hard and brittle, yet manages to be compassionate and understanding with the characters. She strikes a beautiful balance there.

Title: We Will Not Regret The Past, Nor Wish To Shut The Door On It
Summary: In spite of her better judgment, Lindsey goes to set the record straight with Sam after the events of "Free To Be You and Me."
Spoilers: Up to the end of 5.04 "The End."
Characters/Pairings: Sam/Lindsay, brief appearance by Dean (sort of)
Rating: NC-17, God help me
Word Count: 6,743
Warnings: Uh, sex. NSFW.
Disclaimer: The closest I have ever come to owning anything related to SPN is that I once read a couple of Misha Collins' tweets. I don't even have Twitter, I borrowed someone else's. So, uh, yeah. I got nothin'. If Kripke knew what I get up to with his creations, he'd probably take me out behind a shed and shoot me.
Neurotic Author's Note: I kind of banged this together on a whim. I haven't re-read it or proofread it or even spell-checked, because I am too fucking chicken. See Neurotic Author's Note #3.
Neurotic Author's Note #2: Okay, so I really liked Lindsey and was annoyed she got so little screen time, so I decided to write a quick thing about her going to ask Sam to explain the whole apocalypse deal. It was going to be a quickie, maybe 500 words, nothing big. So that didn't work out as planned.
Neurotic Author's Note #3: Oh, dear God, I wrote PORN. Full-on heterosexual sex. *headdesk* IDEK. /o\ Please please PLEASE be nice in your comments, even if it's terrible. Oh God, oh God, oh God. You can tell me if it sucks, just... be nice about it. I can take it, mostly. I can't believe I'm actually posting this. I think I may find a convenient rock to hide under in the meantime. GAH.
Neurotic Author's Note #4: The title is taken from one of the "promises" from Alcoholics Anonymous. Just FYI.


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